My Destination

I'm going where and why?
In what way and for what?
I don't know. If anyone knows, please tell me where is my destination?
I haven't found my destination, but it's my desire to get to my destination. I did not prepare for this and did not receive any support. I have been looking only for my destiny until today. I am looking, but my destination is not visible, today I am a passenger, I have no home and no place of residence, I am traveling only with God's help. No one tried to help me, and I didn't ask anyone why they weren't helping me.
I go out in the morning and come back in the evening. I'm heading to my destination, but I'm going home. I can't figure out what the reason is? I didn't find the reason for it, there was a time when people were ready to help me, they wanted to take me to my destination, then I wasn't ready, now that I'm ready, there's no one to take me.
After all, what is the reason here? I'm afraid of my friends, and they're afraid of me, and they hide everything. I can't tell them the truth, and neither can they. I give them a helping hand, they take a step back. I'm trying to take one step forward, they think I'm crazy. I think I'm an intellectual, they're laughing at me. I look at them, they hide their eyes from me, and perhaps now my memory is not able to understand. What should I do? Where to go?

My destination

Now I have left friendship, and I am not capable of friendship, there is darkness in front of me, there is no one who could help me. I understand that in order to get to the destination, you need the help of the night. Because in the dark of the night it doesn't matter to me, and the night is a friend who will take me to any destination, now during the day I will hide from people and enjoy the night.
When the day is dark, it will be light at night, when my night is light, then my day will be bright. When people are sleeping, I wake up, people have dreams, and I go to my destination. On my way there are mountains and deserts, forests and lands, flowers and nails, wood and stone, rivers and seas. Now I don't need a day, because I am a passenger of the night, and they are night passengers, their lives are in the palm of their hands, they are not afraid of death, they defy death. So I disconnected the connection with old friends. I am looking for new friends, if anyone wants to be my companion at night and take me to my destination, I will be his friend and criticize everything for them, they will be my leaders, I am ready to listen and obey them.
I went to my destination, it's not that far, it only takes a few dark nights. When I arrive at my destination, this day will be my happiest day, tears will flow from my eyes, a friend will come to congratulate me, and it will be a happy night. I will be a friend of my friends again, a relative of my relatives, happiness will be everywhere, dark nights will be replaced by brightness. The stars will spread their brightness, the planets will start smiling. There will be moonbeams. The view of the sea will change with happiness, we will destroy the walls of injustice and erect a wall of humanity. We will complete the concept of lord and servant, there will be happiness everywhere, this is my destiny and this is my goal. .
THE END..................
Written by Shaikof Baloch