When I was alone
I was going to my destination, the sun has replaced its place and to come very near to the earth, therefore the oasis of sends has been metaled and they were looking like reddish, due to warm air to get breath, it was difficult, it was like that, there isn’t oxygen, surrounding me isn’t any living thing found. To protect from sunlight everyone was hiding himself, then I asked from the sun, why did you replace your place, look due to you the walking is difficult no any living thing finds, everything is hiding himself from your fearing, the earth do not tolerance hotness too.
Sun answered, it is not the time to ask questions, it is time to hide yourself, I’m my own and I was at one place, I do not change my place, it is the earth, which revolves around me, and today it changed its place and come near to me, I’m a molten fire, therefore do not try to come near me, you have to keep friendship at your own place.
Then I asked from earth, haven’t you seen another day to go near the sun?
Earth answered that’, I will rotate on my own self, today I felt cold, I needed the warmth of the sun, due to this I turned my body to side of the sun, you search a shadow of a tree and deserve yourself and the earth became quiet.
I wanted to save myself from the plenty of warmness, I looked here and there, but I didn't find any tree with then shadow, I adjust myself under a small tree, due to the smallest of the tree, the shadow was less than me, it was coming half of my body, I understood its blessing of God and put my head in the shadow of the tree, I had felt thirsty and I was having little water but that was also hot. When I try to drink water, the water was not passing from my throat, when I tried to look around me, everywhere the earth was a wasteland, now I could not go ahead and further backward, surrounding me there was no any living organism found. My one side was in shadow and the other side was in sunlight. I was alone and I was compiled in front of the sun. The earth was busy with its sadness, every living thing was trying to hide himself, there was no anyone between me and God, then I looked towards the God and said:
Ho my God! “The Day of Judgment comes before the death or after the death” no any reply from the upside. Then I asked my next question, did anyone sight my dead body in this position? Again, there isn’t any reply. Then I asked the third question, for which goal I got out from home, is that remain incomplete? Also, there was no reply. Then I asked the fourth and last question, will I leave this world without sight of any person? Also, there wasn’t any reply.
The Devil saw me in this position and he was laughing, then I asked from the Devil. Why are you laughing? Did I ask any wrong question or I did any sin?
The devil replied you asked fantastic questions, but perhaps you don’t know the God don’t chat live with humans, when human became mad he will understand that the God is lived to him. Now no one is here to save you from the dog’s death, no one will achieve your sight, animals will divide your body into parts and eat them, your bones will be thrown everywhere, you will not get your destination till to that day when you didn’t obey me. Whatever you thought, forget those and wait for your death, no one will save you, come and act on my advice, I will make you a hero, there will be gossiping about you everywhere I will help you to earn money, when you became rich then people their self-give you respect. Will you be my companion?
I became emotional and I stood and said no it cannot be like this, I know that, if anyone is no with you then God is with you, I fully believe in God, for which goal I got out from home, my that goal will be complete, who are you talking between me and my God, and I fully believe in my God, believe ness is the step of succeeding.
When I looked again towards Devil, that was not there, the shadow of trees was became large, the hotness of the sun was decreasing, the water was cold, I took the name of God and drink water, then I looked around me the warmth ness of the land was also finished and I was feeling myself well, then I remember the saying of scholars.
“When fate is kind of someone it will take its exam to put him in difficulties even the man is strong to put a crown of sucked on his head”.
Now I was getting energy to my legs and I blessed with the God and carry on to my destination.
Written by Shaikof Baloch